A Boy in Me

I can hear my music in head
when I cross your white house
I plan to knock it twice..
but am afraid if i break a broken hearted girl's heart again
so I leave
Leave you all alone and try not to get closer to you
Am only a little boy on a wheel chair
Which has no choice to walk on the fates
I love you but am afraid make you cry
cry coz' of a regret
regret loving a boy like
a boy who cant hug in the rain
a boy who cant walk with you in a date
a boy who cant kiss you goodnight
a boy who cant be there so fast when you miss and need
so sad and miserable
But I dun wanna be your burden
sometimes I wish ,
I can be your lawn so I can cut myself into pieces for you
I wish...
I can be a surgeon so I can give you my heart
I wish...
I can be a taylor so I can sew your heart so it won't be broken anymore
but its just a wish...
but the worst wish I have ever had is I can be someone who can live without loving anybody
So... I wont hurt anyone and I wont be hurt by God beautiful creatures called girls